09 August 2008
As for today, i was quite moody and sad la.
Early in the morning woke up cant find my phone. I thought i dropped it somewhere in my room or the living room cause i clearly remembered tht i put it near my bed last night. Unlucky for me, it was in my parents' room and because of my phone bill which cost me $300plus just for the sms itself and $200plus for the outgoing calls, my mum almost conficated it away from me. My parents then just simply check my msges and contacts. They have never ever done this to me, before they always respest my privacy. And so they know where i have being and done before and even the days when i'm with him and so on. Got a 'scolding' and a small little chat with them. Cant sms much today because my mum keep looking at me and who i'm sending too.
:( But nvm luckily for me i hide in my room when she was away to sms ppl. Msges frm him really make me feel so touched and i really want him back so much. He too. It was until when just now smth happen again and we cant be tgt. We didnt want things to be like tht but we really had no other choice. So the only thing we can do now is to wait till the end of this year (4 more mths to go). but he's going ns soon at the end of this year too which means we will have lesser time. I really dunno what to do. haiz...... sobsob :(
boy. ily && imy
getting through the hard and sweet times tgt were really a unforgetful memories for me
hope you too
hoping that it's all a dream
only thing which is not is being back tgt SOON!
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